another day gone....

I guess.... things always happen at the right timing even though at first it seems so terribly wrong...

*can't seem to have enough of grumbling.. complaining.. sighing.. lamenting..* argh, nonsense betul..

I can get a bit blinded at times (it's kind of an understatement, haha). It's good to remember and remind myself who God was to me when I first knew Him. And, of course, who He is to me now.

It's like a tight slap. A wake up call.

You don't struggle thru' issues by doing stupid things. You don't struggle thru' issues by saying hi-bye to the problems and pretend that nothing happened. They will just keep coming back. again and again.
Pray. Persevere. Don't give up...

Please don't give up.

Ipoh trip =)

Alright.. here are some picz we took during that 2 days plus around Ipoh.. we went to Kellie's Castle, Gua Tempurung, Foh San Dim Sum, had white coffee... blah blah blah...

Kellie's Castle

Sweemeng, PikTze, AJ, Rachel Babe, and the Econica girls!(Ziewei, Adele, Jane, Kat)


Munsiong and JH, Munsiong, Rachel Babe and KeeAun, Munsiong and AJ

Econica girls!
haha, I enjoyed taking picz of the Econica girls. They are cekap models! =)

Kat, AJ, Adele, PikTze

Breakfast and lunch at Old Town!

Twin Tower, kononnya...

=)

I like this. Taken from one of the windows in Kellie's castle.

on my mind

I took this on last Tuesday, after Munsiong dropped me at my house. Oh by the way, I had a wonderful time with the gang who came to Ipoh. Hmm, will put up more picz when I have the time. Whahaa.. you can go check out this blog! =)

I got no key to enter my house and no one's at home. Wahaha.. I climbed the gate.. Oh well, believe me.. I have done that many times. =p

It was rather interesting to walk up and down the garden, snapping pictures of this and that.

Aha.. this pic makes me wanna be one of the kids in Honey, I Shrunk The Kids.

Or maybe I can turn into an ant or whatever and start exploring my garden.. passing thru the carpet of grass... going up and down the stones... leaves... saying hi bye with fellow ants..





















I guess it was good that I didn't have my house key with me that Tuesday. It was refreshing to sit at the garden, to reflect and think through some things. These two pictures were taken on last Saturday, after the rain. It was still drizzling a little bit when I took these picz.

This pic was taken on the 2nd day of CNY. I like the clouds. I like the orange colour. I like the blue colour. I like the gray colour. =)

Ok la.. I still enjoy taking pictures of the sun setting down. I think it's very interesting. =)

I was outside of the gate, under the hot sun, thinking whether I should climb the gate or not. And at the same time, thinking about a lot of things. Things which I have said and done. Things which I have left unspoken. And hidden.

*
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I have become what I can't be

You start to wonder why you're here not there
You'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Can you see what I see? One Republic, Stop and Stare

**

Give me an undivided heart. Help me to know that Your grace is sufficient, that You will see me thru my darkest nights, that You care for me more than I care for myself, that You see every tear down my cheek.

a rare occasion

One of the super rare occasions.

going nuts

God cares for you
More than you care for yourself.

Well well.. He cares for me more than I care for myself huh... Perhaps I have cared too much for myself that I am starting to lose sight of the bigger picture He is trying to show me.

I am not really in the right frame of mind. Haha. I am going nuts.. weeeee...... trying to stop pretending that I am strong. *pretending*... wawawawawa

Assignments and tests. This and that. Here and there. you and me. life and death. rain and shine. laughter and tears. love and hatred. hope and disappointment. sane and insane. sober and drunk. dream and reality.

Haha.. oh ya.. I feel like I am in a daze every time I go for calculus 3. Oh God, help me!!

I'm afraid it's been too long to try to find the reasons why.

What nonsense!

stranded

It keeps me insane.

But it also keeps me sane.

you were so close to reaching the
famous happy end.

Perhaps I have left my self stranded at some place.

You don't know what you are
putting yourself through.

Wake me up
before it's too late.

action and reason

I wonder..

Is it true that for every action a person takes, there is always reason(s) behind it?

If that's true...

help me to see the reasons behind those actions then.

holiday kononnya...

Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever.

Unknown

I found this from 'Worst Analogies Ever Written in a High School Essay'. =) whatever lar....

I have 'wasted' my whole afternoon thinking about analogies, sleeping, feeding my MooLoo, looking for nice bumper stickers, day dreaming, thinking about you, you, you and you. *the you's are at random, there are too many things on my mind.*

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

**

But the truth is, I have wasted a lot of time on you.
And it's all coming back to me.

the same

The 4th week of the year. The 4th week of the sem. The 4th year after 2004. Stayed one year in 4th college... Arrh, simply.. I can't wait to go back home. *awww...*

I found out that taking pictures can be pretty therapeutic(for me), esp when my mind is filled with so many things and is looking for ways to release the tension built up. Bumming in my small room, taking pictures of bottles, books, this and that. Hmm, what a way to divert my attention from the things that are bugging me huh... =)

**

*YOU are the same.*

Panjang.Pendek.Penjang

=)