a rare occasion

One of the super rare occasions.

going nuts

God cares for you
More than you care for yourself.

Well well.. He cares for me more than I care for myself huh... Perhaps I have cared too much for myself that I am starting to lose sight of the bigger picture He is trying to show me.

I am not really in the right frame of mind. Haha. I am going nuts.. weeeee...... trying to stop pretending that I am strong. *pretending*... wawawawawa

Assignments and tests. This and that. Here and there. you and me. life and death. rain and shine. laughter and tears. love and hatred. hope and disappointment. sane and insane. sober and drunk. dream and reality.

Haha.. oh ya.. I feel like I am in a daze every time I go for calculus 3. Oh God, help me!!

I'm afraid it's been too long to try to find the reasons why.

What nonsense!

stranded

It keeps me insane.

But it also keeps me sane.

you were so close to reaching the
famous happy end.

Perhaps I have left my self stranded at some place.

You don't know what you are
putting yourself through.

Wake me up
before it's too late.

action and reason

I wonder..

Is it true that for every action a person takes, there is always reason(s) behind it?

If that's true...

help me to see the reasons behind those actions then.

holiday kononnya...

Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever.

Unknown

I found this from 'Worst Analogies Ever Written in a High School Essay'. =) whatever lar....

I have 'wasted' my whole afternoon thinking about analogies, sleeping, feeding my MooLoo, looking for nice bumper stickers, day dreaming, thinking about you, you, you and you. *the you's are at random, there are too many things on my mind.*

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

**

But the truth is, I have wasted a lot of time on you.
And it's all coming back to me.

the same

The 4th week of the year. The 4th week of the sem. The 4th year after 2004. Stayed one year in 4th college... Arrh, simply.. I can't wait to go back home. *awww...*

I found out that taking pictures can be pretty therapeutic(for me), esp when my mind is filled with so many things and is looking for ways to release the tension built up. Bumming in my small room, taking pictures of bottles, books, this and that. Hmm, what a way to divert my attention from the things that are bugging me huh... =)

**

*YOU are the same.*

Panjang.Pendek.Penjang

=)

Happy Ending

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,

No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Mika, Happy Ending

17/1

neh, put aside the scary Calculus 3 classes,

one of a kind KP Sains,
etc.

The adventure really brightened up my day!

hehe..
Thanks!

you are late

your goal is to
keep me from falling

but
it's a bit too late