2008

Tonight is the night the world begins again.

Goodbye, 2007!

jiahui is...

angry. blank. bored. confused. crazy. depressed. disappointed. drained. exhausted. fed up. frustrated. gloomy. hungry. irritated. jingle bombing UM. lonely. moody. nostalgic. numb. overwhelmed. pissed. stressed. stuck. tired. unhappy. upside-down. worried.

and she is not looking forward to study the things she is taking this sem.

=(

Does the LORD delight in burnt
offerings and sacrifices
as much as in obeying the
voice of the LORD?
To obey is better than sacrifice
and to heed is better than
the fat of rams
1 Sam 15:22

'回 头 是 岸' 是 对 的。说 '再 见' 也 是 对 的。听 命 胜 於 献 祭 ； 顺 从 胜 於 公 羊 的 脂 油 。

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The Sovereign LORD is my strength

虽 然 无 花 果 树 不 发 旺 ， 葡 萄 树 不 结 果 ， 橄 榄 树 也 不 效 力 ， 田 地 不 出 粮 食 ， 圈 中 绝 了 羊 ， 棚 内 也 没 有 牛 ；
然 而 ， 我 要 因 耶 和 华 欢 欣 ， 因 救 我 的 神 喜 乐 。
主 耶 和 华 是 我 的 力 量 ； 他 使 我 的 脚 快 如 母 鹿 的 蹄 ， 又 使 我 稳 行 在 高 处 。
Habakkuk 3:17-19

how does it feel?

You came...
And you left

It hurts
To see you walking away
I was struggling deep within me
To hold back the tears

And not to turn back

Things are not the same anymore.

You and me. We are different.

And you have gone to a place I cannot follow.

neh...

Oh well.. it's like a dream huh..
Thank God that all went well. =)

You know what, they have this feedback form which the patients need to fill in on the day which they are to be discharged. And there's one question which goes like this...
"Will you recommend our services to your friends?"

Wah.. erm, I find it a bit one-of-a-kind. Haha..
So, if any of you need to be admitted to a hospital.. and so happened you are in Ipoh.. you may wanna give ISC a try huh.. Haha.. what the crap!

I should have brought something like a book or mp3 or whatever. But, just like all good mama's girl, I listened to her....

Me: Mi, later you go back home ar, pls bring the mp3 to hosp.
My mum: You crazy ar? You will be 'wan wan tan tan' (*blur blur) after your op la. Go sleep saje la!
Me: Ha? Really wan ar? OK la.. never mind then.

Later after the op, I discovered that I shouldn't have listen to her. Hahaha.. It's so boring there, plus the stupid tv is spoiled. Thank God for the brilliant thing called handphones. So I was busy sending messages... And since I got nothing to do, I decided to sleep early ler...

Hmm, thank you for all your messages and encouragements and prayers! Truly appreciated that! =)

Tagged by Bummer

Rules:

Each player of this game writes about his/her Christmas wishes. People who get tagged need to visit your blog to find out more, and then write about the same topic in their blogs. Player must state the rules clearly, and pass this on by tagging the same number of people. To tag someone, leave a comment in his/her blog and tell them that they have been tagged. Number of blogger to tag: Up to you. Happy tagging.

Now, my personal wish list for Christmas.
1) A more canggih camera
2) A nice handbag
3) A study bible
4) Hmm, good health *weeeeee...*
5) A new PC
6) A new hp
7) A pair of new specs

I’m tagging:
suitlin, adelene, melalyn, jason ho




**Hmm, can I continue with the wish list later? =)

random

This is not to promote the chocolate.
I like the word 'block' plus the 'ed'.
Yeah, so lame.. I know..

Alright, this is another lame thing I did. Well, actually there's a series of pictures and it comes out as a story. But right now I am kinda lazy to upload them. Never mind, maybe I'll do so later.

Something else..

Sometimes, I am scared ...
that I may be running out of time.

I don't know what is ahead. And I try not to be worried or fearful or... whatever lar.

I blew..
I saw..
I folded..
I threw..
Trains of thoughts
Filled my mind.

What if.. O' What if..
Will you be there with me?

HE never fails

Right vs Wrong

A lot of news about Hindraf and ISA and blah blah blah..

I was thinking..

What is right and what is wrong?
Who is right and who is wrong?

??

messy..

Outsiders won't understand that kind of pain. Never mind. Just forget about it.

Dinner was great. Eat, drink. Eat more. Drink more. It has been a long time since the last time I had a drink with friends. Haha =)

I'm not really in the right 'condition' or 'mood' to blog. Lately, I am having some kind of mental-traffic-jammed. *crap*

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What should I do?

I really don't know...

I am in a mess...