相信命理

"我是相信命理的。

我相信，我們命格中都有一定程度的預設，如DNA，是先天被種下的。

但我更相信命運只是被含糊地放在一個寬鬆的框架中，一切劇情與走向，

到最後還得看當中的人怎麼選擇，還有你如何相信。

以此邏輯推斷，其實從來就沒有「認命」「不認命」這兩個選項，因為劇本根本不存在。

所謂的認命，也只是人們自己想像出來的一種「不可變」與「不可能」。

是他們因應環境阻力，而自願走進的一種「現實」。"

HOCC 《不是完結，而是開始》

it is achievable

"My story is not about me,
but it's about what can come out of my story."

Dr. Tererai Trent

you left. i didn't come back.

imagine this

I am so deeply, deeply, deeply sorry for hurting you so much. I am so sorry because I'm so in love with you, and I will spend the rest of my life telling you that. I'll apologize to you every day if that's what you need, but, ... please, please don't walk away again. I came across the world to be with you....

You had to fly across the world to get to me, Arizona, because you flew a whole world away without ever looking back.
You just left.

And this might be news to you — no, I think it kinda is — but you're not the only one in this relationship.

There are two of us, and you came back today
but I didn't.

look at the things we did in the name of love.

we are all selfish beings.

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i was thinking to give my best shot this year.. for whatever remaining months left in this place. believe me, i really wanted to. but the look on some of their faces really repulsed me. they will come picking up crumbs from your table when the exams is near - asking for forgiveness, asking you to bless them and the whatever knowledge they gained from/through you. vanity. to me, it's just a show.