David and Jonathan

i have been thinking about them for many days.

there's a lot of things in my mind but as usual... i don't know how to sort them out .. let alone voicing them out.

my mind is stuffed with many 'why?'s
but He said,

Peace I leave with you;
my peace I give you.
I do not give to you as the world gives.
Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
John 14:27

and therefore I will be up in Haven for 3 days 2 nights searching for Peace.