Wednesday, January 7, 2009

i want(ed) this and that

there's so much craziness surrounding me.
tell me.. "you'll be fine, jia..."

changes are on the way.
temptations are everywhere.

i want(ed) to settle down with the idea of teaching in government school for the coming years. i want(ed) to do something different, exploring the things which are beyond my imaginations. i want(ed) my coming years to be something more exciting, more than the cycle of work-sleep-lepak. i want(ed) come out from what i thought i should be doing. i want(ed) a simple life. i want(ed) to stop swaying left and right every time people talk about further studies vs teaching in school. can you see my dilemma?

i felt the pain in me every time people talk about posting to schools, furthering their studies, etc etc.


i'm full of arrogance.
and uncertainty
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