1st important date of the month!!!!

hAppy BiRthdAy~~~

to the cutie Ah baBy in the house!!!!!

you're the happy-go-lucky girl in the family
chubby.. hehehe
funny... hahahha
laughy... wakakaka..
and
you're the

smiley!!!!
=)

i miss you wei....

let him go.

永远爱一个人亦易过不爱这个人
it's easier to love a person forever
than not to love him.

~爱上一个人, 郑秀文~

i shouldn't have done that last night

her little-world

she realized that she likes to lock
herself in her own little-world.
she isn't sure when it started but
the little world has always been there.
offering her much solace
and solitude.

and so
she continues to stay in her own little-world
that rains most of the time.
it's always blue
gray
and white.

once in a while
you see sunshine bursting in
with joy and laughter.
she hopes for rains when the sun shines
and sunshines
when the rain falls.

***

悲哀不是場虛幻
Grief is not a delusion

Everlasting Regret

我是蝴蝶 流浪於花樣胸膛
我沒重量 要飛出這個弄堂
我要情感 還要一張雙人床 成長
年少輕狂 誰也有可能來往

恨　歲月　背叛
往事都變成了災難　遺憾
恨人生的長廊
一場熱鬧　留下行李 要自己承擔
恨我的眼淚　併發得我提心吊膽
證明悲哀不是場虛幻

不甘平凡　感情卻是種負擔
告別青春　卻沒有告別渴望
想愛就愛　可惜已經跟愛情 無關
如夢舊歡　只是徒勞的糾纏

恨　歲月　背叛
往事都變成了災難　遺憾
恨人生的長廊
一場熱鬧　留下行李　要自己承擔
恨我的眼淚　併發得我提心吊膽
證明悲哀不是場虛幻
愛情是我生存力量

~長恨歌, 鄭秀文~

你叫我最快乐, 你也叫我最心痛

爱在迷惘中

你叫我最渴望, 却也叫我猜不中

谁可以这样折衷

要说这晚算吧, 却觉爱己经失控

~抱拥这分钟, 郑秀文~

***

sometimes
things can only be expressed
through those chinese characters.

those were the days...

Show Mi 2007 was awesome!!
I found it on youtube.. ahaha.. it's a superb performance! =)

Wondering why I am blogging about this huh?? i bet you didn't know this part of jiahui.. hehe..

Neh, the whole show is like a journey bringing me back to my 'budak days'...

Well, I grew up listening to her songs.
the jimo songs. the disco dancing songs.... etc..

Watched her movies. dramas. concerts. mtvs. followed closely any news about her. kept pictures and newspaper cuttings of her. decorated my room with posters of her. wrapped my books with plastic covers and slit the pictures of her inside. buat macam pembalut-buku-dengan-muka-sammi-cheng.

i remembered the days when me and my friends were so giler about her .. and basically everything about her lar.. haha.. it's was crazzzzzzyyyy...!!! For us (for me, even till now!), no one can 'fight' with her, i tell you!!! hmmmmph!!!

i still remembered how i asked my dad to go get her albums for me. Aha.. =) i would be jumping for joy (kinda) every time he came back with a new album to add to my collection. Teehee.. and my friends would give me her albums and posters as bday present *hint hint, my bday is in 4 months time*

It has been more than 12 years... Oh my gosh... it makes me feel old as I listen to her songs... the old ones, as well as the new ones. =)

I was once a giler girl.
I think I still am.

a.c.j.a

the people and the wonderful time
spent together.
=)

the picture brings back so much fond memories .. hehe..
ah, how time flies..

Rainy days

我的心却无法事过境迁

my heart still couldn't let go of the past
this is harder than what i expected
it's like a knife stabbing me to death
when you told me that
you no longer remember
the things you did
the words you wrote
the pictures you drew
and the warmth you gave

那伤心乱成一片

some important dates in Nov.

Before Nov, let's start with Oct!

23/10

Histology test. now looking at the slides. wondering what the heck i drew during lab hours. but thank God for digicam!
KO-K exhibition thingy. handed in my piece of art. =p

1/11
Math Curriculum Planning

Hand in the stupid assignment. not done yet. it's gonna cost me a bomb to print it out. heck!
and sit for the stupid exam where you have to keep on writing and writing. don't even have much time to process the things you are to write. I have asked 3 or 4 friends about that, and all of them gave me the same answer. =(

5/11
Socio MCQ.

it's interesting how the Datin reminded us what is MCQ, OCR, 2B pencil, erase properly, ... etc..
Well, by the way, i don't really know what i have learned in socio for the whole sem. i went for classes to daydream, talk crap, pretend to be attentive when listening to people who are talking or presenting. terrible ha....

10/11

Neurobiology
I like! But there's a lot to remember. wondering how to get the stuff on neurotransmitters. the seminar worth 25 marks and i wonder how much i got from that coz i think i kinda screwed it up. today we'll have the last class. have been discussing sleep and consciousness and dreams. trying to connect those 5 stages of sleep with my sleeping patterns and hours. quite fun eh. haha. waiting for opportunities to test the REM sleep.. see what happen to the eyes.. haha..

14/11
Human and animal physiology.
Heck. I don't like. Darn it. i got tonnes of stuff to read for this subject. and i may need to write stuff like "how is 'calm, cool & relax' related to human physiology", or "Chandelier, relate it to human physiology...", or "Superstar, relate it to human physiology...."
Grrrrhhh... what kind of exam questions are these??

15/11
Histology
I like! but again, there's soooo much to read and remember. well, at least some stuff overlaps with neurobiology and physiology. it kinda helps. haha.

By the way, this friday we will be going to the Anatomy thingy in Medic fac. Haha. It's gonna be fun! I was thinking if i should go twice. haha. one with the histo group, another with the neuro group. =)

Well, there are other important dates in the month of november as well.
Like, 2/11, 4/11, 9/11, 11/11, 20/11, 24-27/11, 27/11....

i miss home... =)

*issh, i still prefer my old TooInch specs..*