the meetings went on pretty well. it's more like a holiday for some, including me. i don't think i did much. all i did was sitting beside my 2nd boss, helped to look at some school data, teachers' data.. trying to correct what was wrong. that's all. socialized with some big shots of the department and senior assistants from other 4 residential schools in east malaysia.
looking at the computer screen throughout each session was the worst thing of the trip.
just now there was a double rainbow. 3rd time in a row -- having rainbows at the new places i went. klang last year. day 1 in LD. the last evening in Miri.
why should i reconsider the decision?
i cannot keep being like this. i cannot and should not continue to mentally torture myself. guilt will bring me to no where. liking something and being passionate about something is a totally different thing. it's worse if you are 'trying' to like something.
Everything seems simple until you think about it.
sigh.
looking at the computer screen throughout each session was the worst thing of the trip.
just now there was a double rainbow. 3rd time in a row -- having rainbows at the new places i went. klang last year. day 1 in LD. the last evening in Miri.
why should i reconsider the decision?
i cannot keep being like this. i cannot and should not continue to mentally torture myself. guilt will bring me to no where. liking something and being passionate about something is a totally different thing. it's worse if you are 'trying' to like something.
Everything seems simple until you think about it.
Why is love intensified by absence?
-The Time Traveler's Wife-sigh.
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