these little things...

You were there.
Alert
Yet trembling.
I came near.
But you chose to run away
To hide.

I saw fear in your eyes.

I thought I could carry you to somewhere safer but you ran away from me as I drew closer.....

*****

i saw a kitten at library car park when i was on the way back to my little room...
poor thing...
i don't know what will happen to it.
and i began to imagine the worst -- knocked down by drivers who are blind... kicked and hit by some stupid anti-feline fellas... fell into drains and the big drain that looks like a river... starved to death... bitten by larger animals... garh, i always think about the worst case senario. =(

but on the other hand, maybe the mama cat found the kitten and then you have the 'happy family ending'... maybe some nice people adopted it and fed it... maybe it befriended a squirrel then they take care of each other where the squirrel learns to meow while the kitten learns to climb up and down... and now you know i have a thing for cats and kittens ha.. =)

today is a good day. i mean, kinda happy. although it's still one kind and i'm still breathing in the jimo-ness. although i have to rush my assignment. although i fought with rachel. *ahem*. although this. although that. although you were there but you weren't really there.

i felt like 'you' now.