cooking doesn't excite me anymore. it doesn't make me feel as happy as it used to be. probably because now i needed a higher dose of dopamine in my brain to give that kind of thrill and excitement.
probably i should play some aggressive badminton to stimulate the release of dopamine.
this is depressing.
do you think you are that good?who do you think you are?why do you want to leave?what's wrong with you?what are you going to say about the past 4 years?are you trying to run away?are you sure that's what you want to do?what if you're wrong?what if you are supposed to stay?why are you like that?why are you looking only at the bad times?no good times at all?
questions. and more questions in my mind.
it's like.. at one moment, i made up my mind on some things. and the next moment, i found myself swallowed up by a sea of questions.
and it keeps coming back.
***
probably i should play some aggressive badminton to stimulate the release of dopamine.
this is depressing.
do you think you are that good?who do you think you are?why do you want to leave?what's wrong with you?what are you going to say about the past 4 years?are you trying to run away?are you sure that's what you want to do?what if you're wrong?what if you are supposed to stay?why are you like that?why are you looking only at the bad times?no good times at all?
questions. and more questions in my mind.
it's like.. at one moment, i made up my mind on some things. and the next moment, i found myself swallowed up by a sea of questions.
and it keeps coming back.
***
Your grace is sufficient.
1 comment:
*hugs* U r not alone
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