Saturday, February 16, 2008

i don't know how

Forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptations, but deliver us from the evil one.
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For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, you Father will not forgive your sins.

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Got some news which spoiled my awesome night. *argh*.
I am wondering why we have to go through this again and again. Is that how you treat your own brother? All your actions over the years have caused me(us) to lose respect of you. It has gone to 'negative'. How am I going to forgive you of the pains and hurts you have inflicted upon our lives? How could you do that to us? What wrong have we done to you? I am feeling super disappointed... and angry... and sad. =(

The situations are way beyond my control. My heart is feeling the pain. Being so far from there makes me feel even more helpless.

Haih... problems come one after another.

But I refuse to say it's hopeless.
I refuse to give up.

Help me, Lord....
Help us...

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